Closure...Peace...

In times of loss...

You learn who your true friends are.

And something I've learned...is that "animal loving friends" are the best kind of friends.

I have received more love and support from other "animal people" than I ever could have imagined.  Some of these kind people, I don't even know.  They reached out to me in comments on a blog I follow.  People I just considered "acquaintances" wrote tributes to my sweet kitty.  Love has been shown in so many ways.

I struggled for days with guilt and depression over the decision that had to be made.

But on Sunday, we had a really good discussion as a family.

We finally had closure and peace during this conversation.

I finally felt...peace.

I still feel sadness and loss...when I see his bowl or a toy...

But the guilt and depression has moved on.

In time, I will put away his things.

I will keep out some photos/momentos.

It's all a process.

And I do believe...after our period of mourning...one day...we may open our hearts and home to another.

There are far too many out there that do not have homes filled with love.

And I know we can provide that for one of them.

So to those who comforted me, supported me, shared with me...
I say thank-you.

It's been a difficult path...but I know with time...the healing process will continue

I love you sweet Oreo Flower!

You will FOREVER be in our hearts sweet boy!